This wasn't a project either a planned one. This was made of anxious thoughts and pure anger 'cause of fights with my closest ppl. I've recently had really bad and such wrong thoughts of life and issues that are going on here w/o my permission.
I simply drew myself 'again' (see the technical information below) I know this sounds complicated but I just wanted to prove with this work to myself that it is worth keep walking on and strictly wonder the weight of world at times because there really is less painful days left. I wanted also show myself that it's not wrong to lay down for a moment and feel like everything fades away, feel like everything burns inside and feel like after all there's a reborning.
Yesterday I realized how everything could still change.
I awaken I'm still here to fight for happier days.
Finally I said: ''I am still here''
Technical information:Redrew work. Made once in a year 2005
Faber Castell: 2h-8b
Paper: Canson 180gm2