I'm seriously moving forward in my life. After kicking my aggressive roommate out of my home nearly two months ago because he used to mash everything when upset I've worked hard with my own projects, like my car's repainting and decorating my home once again in a different way but not to resemble me of that shithead. I'm still taking care of every paper issues, bills etc. Can you ever imagine how often we used to handle everything together within a year? Now on I'm taking a huge responsibility to solve those helluva shitcases on my OWN cause that little kid runs away every time i mention about our undone things. He cant somehow take part in solving out our remaining problems. He just fkgn looks beside while his daddy takes care of sharing our stuff and things. Oh let me sigh!

However, This is 5th smoke-free day.
I've been smoking since I was 15yo. I'm nowadays getting near of the age of 21 so it isnt hard to count the amount of years i've sucked tar into my lungs. I'm seriously smelling everything better, tasting lovely things and having more positive thoughts and attitudes for old matters. I really dont become breathless easily. Overall I'm just happy with my life.
This was HUGE step for me to be no more nicotine addict.

Therefor I've been also planning today of making some little piece of art of this happening. I surely will work with it within this month. I'm still not sure about publishing it, but we'll hopely see soon what I'm gonna do.
Or maybe I publish my lately works. Like just even one of them..
Like wonderful Evangeline Lily. It is goddamn beautiful portrait!

Love
Sanni